In spring 1958 Flannery O’Connor embarked on her one and only trip to
Europe. Although, as Brad Gooch has noted, O’Connor styled herself an
“accidental pilgrim,” this trip was primarily one of pilgrimage,
especially to the famous Marian shrine in Lourdes, France.
After
spending some time with her friends Sally and Robert Fitzgerald in
Italy and visiting Paris, O’Connor traveled with her mother and a group
of other Georgia pilgrims to Lourdes. There in 1858 the Virgin Mary
reportedly appeared to a young woman named Bernadette Soubirous. The
centenary of this event inspired O’Connor’s “Cousin Katie” Semmes to
suggest—or really, insist upon—the trip. Her hope was that the healing
properties attributed to the waters at the shrine might be beneficial to
O’Connor’s worsening health.
Although O’Connor declared
in a letter to Elizabeth Hester that “I am one of those people who
could die for his religion easier than take a bath for it,” she did make
the journey to that holy site, in her own words, “as a pilgrim.” After
some resistance and “with bad grace,” she entered the pool in turn with
the other malades. She was understandably dismayed by the unsanitary
conditions of the common bath, the shared “sack that you take a bath
in,” and the “thermos bottle of Lourdes water” passed around from
pilgrim to pilgrim that “everybody had a drink out of.”
“Somebody
in Paris told me the miracle at Lourdes is that there are no epidemics,
and I found this to be the truth,” she later quipped to Elizabeth
Bishop; “apparently nobody catches anything.”
After a return to
Italy and a special blessing by Pope Pius XII at the Vatican, O’Connor
and her mother travelled home to Andalusia. By the end of the year
O’Connor reported to Hester that “the trip to Lourdes has effected some
improvement in my bones,” which, according to her doctors, “were
beginning to recalcify.”
Cousin Katie, who was herself
very ill in Savannah, was thrilled to hear of this improvement. Despite
O’Connor’s sardonic comments about the pilgrimage, she was herself open
to, and suspected that she might have experienced, the power of the
miraculous. She added in the same letter to Hester: “Before we went they
told me I would never be off the crutches. Since last week I am being
allowed to walk around the house without them.”
O’Connor
even attributed renewed progress on the novel
The Violent Bear It Away
to her experience on the pilgrimage. “I am by no means finished,” she
wrote to Hester, “but at least I know that it’s possible. I must say I
attribute this to Lourdes more than the recalcifying bone. Anyway it
means more to me.” Certainly the European trip reinvigorated her body,
at least temporarily, as well as her literary imagination.
* * *
Although I have never been to Lourdes,
like O’Connor I have travelled as a pilgrim to Rome and the Vatican, on
the occasion of the 2009 International Flannery O’Connor Conference at
the Pontifical University of the Holy Cross. But the closest I’ve come
to a visit similar to O’Connor’s at Lourdes was my first trip to
Milledgeville and Andalusia ten years ago.
My first stop
in Milledgeville was at Memory Hill Cemetery and O’Connor’s flat stone
grave. Some visitors leave peacock feathers or flowers. I brought a
rosary made of Jerusalem stone and draped it on the tablet, near the
“IHS” (for
Iesus Salvator Hominum, Jesus, Savior of Men). I prayed for
the repose of O’Connor’s soul, and of her father’s and mother’s, and I
asked Flannery to pray for me.
I then drove through the
heart of Milledgeville and to the property of Andalusia. Like many
before me, I wasn’t sure what to expect, other than a wooden farmhouse
and some fields and trees. I had been praying for a renewal in my
academic work, a new direction and a new start, and this desire inspired
the visit. I wanted, like many, to gain a better sense of the world
that formed O’Connor’s imagination and her writing.
After
pulling my car behind the house, I wandered around the backyard a bit,
came up to the front door, opened it, and entered. It struck me as a
simple place, frankly in need of some repair. The most fascinating room,
to the left of the entrance, was roped off and contained an enticing
bookcase filled with various volumes from O’Connor’s own library. The
crutches, too, were there—not hundreds as at Lourdes. Just one aluminum
pair.
Craig Amason, who was then director of the
property, greeted me warmly. I purchased a couple of O’Connor books, the
latest issue of
The Flannery O’Connor Review, and a bumper sticker that
declares in the words of Hazel Motes, “No man with a good car needs to
be justified.”
I then strolled around the property a bit
more, and eventually, downhill from the front porch of the farmhouse, I
circled a small pond covered in algae. Looking at a photo of it now, it
reminds me of O’Connor’s description of the pool at Lourdes, stagnant
and unhealthy. To my knowledge, no one currently bathes in it or
believes its waters to be in any way medicinal, physically or
spiritually.
Still, that visit was in its own way
transformative. I discovered then a new subject for my literary
criticism and a new, powerful enthusiasm. As a Catholic I feel close to
O’Connor, as one can to the souls who have gone before us, to all the
departed and to the Communion of Saints. As I write about her work and
think about her life, I intuit a deeper connection to O’Connor as a
fellow believer and as someone who is both dead and still, mysteriously,
alive.
I am certain that I am not the only one who
perceives Andalusia to be, if not quite a shrine, a holy place where God
was loved and suffering was endured, and, yes, where witty comments
were made amidst many moments of grace.
George Piggford,
C.S.C., is a Catholic priest and Associate Professor of English at
Stonehill College in Easton, MA. His “Mrs. May’s Dark Night in Flannery
O’Connor’s ‘Greenleaf’” will appear this fall in Christianity and
Literature.